Thursday, July 9, 2009

Delicate flower of mine.

Ava's birthday is the 16th, and kindergarten starts the 27...I am truly awaiting that day, and hope her bully isn't in the same school. If she is happy then my work prevails...if not, well things fall apart. She was singing this morning, and picked out her clothes, so pretty. And when she got to school she was writing her name and told her bully, "You have to be nice to me, today." I hated leaving her, to work. :(
She is as beautiful as a flower, as happy as a bird, as patient as a turtle. She is delicate and pure. I want others to love her, and they are not. It is painful to see the rudeness. I am saddened. Why my eldest daughter had a much more easier experience, to wallow in pity. When my youngest feels blessed by a moment of pleasure, peace and togetherness with loving kind people. She embrasses each day with a new and fresh heart. Now, I see she is becoming prepared and willing to protect herself. I hope that it means I have taught her that everything she is is truly rare, and beautiful and that nothing should change that in her.
She should not try to copy others behaviors, because, they could learn from her...I do, everyday.
God bless my Joy, forever protect her and lift her up above all of this. Keep her pure and truly good.